All my life I’ve had a feeling that something is not 100% well put-together inside me. No, not because I doubt that the God I believe in has made a mistake, but rather that I am not connected to myself and the world in a way that gives me peace. Therefore, I am in pursuit of wholeness.
Slowly, though, I’ve come to discover that it’s not a matter of attaining the wholeness, but pursuing it. Now, it does not mean that I want to be perfect, nor that I am constantly bothered by who I am. Rather, that the pursuit of wholeness is the road that I am in, the life I lead. It’s about -as the Sarah McLachlan song goes- having “peace in the struggle to find peace; comfort on the way to comfort”.
